Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The Cure: "The Top"



"As stale and selfish as a sick dog, spurning sex like an animal of god. I'll tear your red hair by the roots and hold you blazing, hold you cherished in the dead electric light," Robert Smith sneers on "Shake Dog Shake," the opening track from "The Top," which was released around this time in 1984.   Launching with a sudden drum barrage and mad cackling laughter, "Shake Dog Shake" is an apt introduction to this schizophrenic collection.  "The Top", as an album, is dreamy, loopy, psychedelic, and a bit cracked...  the first time Robert Smith merged the sullen musings and manic aggression of albums like "Faith" and "Pornography" with the kaleidoscopic pop of singles like "Let's Go to Bed" and "The Lovecats."  For the first time we have the template of The Cure's greatest successes; a bipolar mix of kinetic and iridescent pop, anguished confessionals and venomous freakouts.  "Shake Dog Shake" is tormented decadence:  "we slept all night in the virgin's bed, and dreamed of death and breathed like sick dogs."   What the hell?   It's a powerful opening and propels the listener head-first into a sickly sweet and brilliantly mad world that's equal part nightmare and daydream fantasy.

Somehow, "The Top" has gone down in history as one of The Cure's minor works, but that is unfair.  Perhaps because there was only one hit single - the dreamy folk pop of "The Caterpillar", a trip down the rabbit-hole that's both irresistibly catchy and laden with opium smoke.   It's pure imagination on a grand scale for a pop song, with bits of textures and sound that ornament a campfire singalong on acid.   It's impossible to credit that only a couple years earlier, Robert Smith's band was churning out a soul-searingly bleak album like "Pornography", a collection of songs as unforgiving and harsh as any released in the rock era.   A wailing wall of towering rage and hopelessness.   "The Caterpillar" is another universe entirely, but just as manic and disturbed in its way.  

"Birdmad Girl" is the 2nd single that should have been.  There aren't many obvious commercial moments on this album, but this tune is just catchy enough that, with a colorful video, it might have followed "The Caterpillar" up the charts.  But alas, whether through record company unease or Robert Smith's disinterest, only one single would be released from "The Top" (and it was adorned with two stellar b-sides that, frankly, should have been on the album.  "Happy the Man" and "Throw Your Foot" fit perfectly into the delirious odyssey of ideas and sounds that make "The Top" such an exhilarating ride).    

"Give Me It" is a nonstop crescendo of madness;  it most closely harkens the album back to the "Pornography" days but with a decidedly different flavor.   It's maddening and epic, and Smith spits the lyrics with pure malevolence.  It's an almost certifiable fit of self-loathing.   "Leave me alone like the pig on the stairs in the groovy purple shirt."   Um, yeah.  Or this nugget:  "My heart is cold, my heart is black, and stops every fucking night, every night I wait until it stops" - - all wailed over top a rattling maelstrom of pounding drums, clanging guitars and horns.  "Give Me It" is the type of desperate fit that might end up being observed through thick glass windows, surrounded by well-padded walls.

"Piggy in the Mirror" is a sinister little concoction, with powerfully evocative imagery and a deliberately offkilter vocal.  "Shapes in the drink like Christ; cracks in the pale blue wall".   It's a drug-fueled daydream, twirling around a room and dancing along with (or flinching way from) the flitting images conjured by a mind layered with neuroses.  Not your typical pop music.

Smith is clearly stretching his vocal and creative wings on this album, continuing and expanding upon the direction he started with his fantasy trilogy of singles that followed the post-"Pornography" crackup.  For example, "Dressing Up".  Another trip gone awry.  It's a twisted carnival ride of beauty and weirdness with Smith's odd vocal drawl sliding across the cascading keyboards like a howling ghost haunting a carousel.    The manic, Tom Waits-inspired "Bananafishbones" is another cunningly berserk pop experiment that sounds like The Lovecats' sorta demented cousin - the one ya kinda just nod your head to and wonder what the fuck he is doing.

"The Empty World," with its stately martial beat and desolate imagery, is another tie to the past - revisiting "Charlotte Sometimes" but older, more aware.  The record concludes with the title track, long, intense, moody - it ties the album together but brings no resolution.  "This top is the place where nobody goes... you just imagine it all.."   The entire album is a demented thrill ride through that imaginary place.  It ends with the despondent, almost pitiable cries, "please come back!  please come back!  All of you..."  Whether he is pleading to the ghosts in his head, or maybe he's searching for a lifeline back to reality, hard to say... 

The album overall, it should be noted, still sounds remarkably fresh and current.  It doesn't have that dated 80s sound that so many records of the era are stuck with.  Essentially a solo project - The Cure had functionally ceased to exist as a band at this point - "The Top" is a feverish album;  it's loaded with fancies and bad dreams and obsessions.  But it's beautifully executed in its obscurity.  The fact that there is a lack of obvious pop hits is a strength here, not a weakness.  It's like a spinning Top, in fact, careening madly around the big tent in Robert Smith's head.   It's "Sgt. Peppers" played by a cast of evil clowns lurking in dark hallways;  they'll either butcher everyone in the house or throw the world's most demented sex-balloon party, or maybe both.  So yeah...  it's a bit scary to peek into this colorful psyche but it's well-worth the twists and turns.   An album that rewards repeated listens and some willingness to appreciate the pure genius of the creativity Robert Smith expresses.





Sunday, May 20, 2012

Robin Gibb: "Boys do fall in love"




R.I.P. to Robin Gibb of the Bee Gees, who died today after a long struggle with cancer. I always quite liked his new wave-influenced solo single "Boys Do Fall in Love", which was a minor Top 40 hit in 1984.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

The Cure: "Concert"



Listening to one of my favorite live albums tonight, The Cure's "Concert". Wish I had the whole show. Recorded during the 1984 tour in support of "The Top". Raw and dirty, rockin' sound to this record. They played like they have a chip on their shoulder. Love the aggressive take on "Killing an Arab". Listented to this all the time back in the day, especially on cassette. The cassette version included a collection of rarities and live tracks called "Anomolies". Very cool stuff. Takes me back.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Madonna: "MDNA"


Madonna can never be accused of playing it safe or easy. Her new album "MDNA" manages to be current without sounding desperate, genuinely edgy and unique while still borrowing liberally from recent european-influenced electronic pop that's been popular in recent years. "Hard Candy" was a more R&B/pop sheen, and it was underrated. "MDNA" is like a mix of "Confessions" and "American Life" but amped into the present. Her albums can be hit or miss but she can never be accused of laziness. It would be easy for her at this stage of her career to just hire some ace producers and songwriters to create a radio-friendly collection of 12 singles. Madonna has never done that in her career - she is always intimately involved in every aspect of the music, and each album has a particular sound and vision. "MDNA" has a great vibe - I can groove to it more than any Madonna album probably since "Erotica". She just keeps working and over and over again she's shown her impulses are usually correct. Nobody else has navigated the pop music world over the last 30 years like Madonna, and there's a reason for that. She just rocks it. She's Madonna... really that simple. ;)

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Tina Turner: "Rock 'n Roll Widow" & "Steel Claw"

The amazing Tina Turner from the Johnny Carson show in 1982. This was not long before she'd be back on the charts again with "Let's Stay Together" and then the sensation "Private Dancer" album. She performs 2 tracks here: "Rock 'n' Roll Widow", which would end up as the b-side to "What's Love Got To Do With It", and "Steel Claw", which would later appear as an album track on "Private Dancer". Interesting that she performs these 2 songs - I wonder if "Rock 'n Roll Widow" was at one time considered for a single? Strange that it eventually didn't even make the album.

Great performance of both songs, and a very cool snapshot of a time when Tina Turner was just about to re-emerge in one of the great career rebirths in rock and roll history.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Eurythmics: "1984 (For the Love of Big Brother)"


Virgin Records commissioned Eurythmics - fresh off back to back smash albums "Sweet Dreams (are made of this)" and "Touch" - to prepare a soundtrack to a new film version of the Orwell classic "Nineteen Eighty-Four" directed by Michael Radford and set for release in it's title year. Unfortunately Eurythmics weren't aware that Virgin had made the request without the director's approval; he had already commissioned an orchestral score. Ultimately bits and pieces of Eurythmics' music and the orchestral score were used in the film.

While the director may have preferred orchestral music to Eurythmics' dark electronic approach, the resulting Eurythmics album is nothing short of amazing. Without considering it as a soundtrack (which is easy to do since it was barely in the movie), it can be heard as a 1984-themed concept album. Several of the tracks are semi-instrumental, featuring Dave Stewart's nightmarish synthesizer soundscapes and Annie Lennox's haunted, wordless vocalizations.

A few of the songs did feature lyrics. Synth-rock track "Sexcrime (1984"), which featured innovative sampling techniques, was released as the first single and video. Although it was a rather non-commercial track compared to their earlier singles, it did well in the UK and Europe. Unfortunately radio stations in the US stayed away from it because of the repeated refrain of "Sex Crime" and the subject matter. It was issued in slightly edited form as a single in the US but that didn't help it climb the charts.



2nd single, the utterly gorgeous, haunting ballad "Julia" didn't chart well anywhere despite Annie's stunning video performance.



Other high points are the eerie, ghostly "For the Love of Big Brother", the frantic 'Newspeak' of "Doubleplusgood" and the foreboding "Ministry of Love" - one of the most powerful tracks of the duo's career. The album captures perfectly the fear, paranoia and claustrophobia of Orwell's vision. As an album it's obviously inspired heavily by Bowie's Berlin era work and synth-rock pioneers like Kraftwork. It's a fascinating and often stunning album that has been sadly overlooked in Eurythmics' catalog. Released on Virgin instead of their usual label RCA, it wasn't even included in the Eurythmics' reissue campaign of all their albums several years back, and remains out of print in many places. A shame because it's one of the true hidden gems of the early 80s.

Eurythmics were my favorite band as a kid as I was discovering "my music" and not my parents.. they really blew me away. I remember my dad taking me on a rainy night to the National Record Mart so I could pick up "1984" on vinyl. I was 12. It was like nothing I'd ever heard before. It took me a while to absorb it - and was a bit taken aback by the semi-instrumentals and the nightmarish quality of some of the tracks - but I quickly became mesmerized and fascinated by it. It's still a favorite, and my admiration for the work of Dave Stewart and Annie Lennox has only grown over the years.

Cool video someone created using "Doubleplusgood":




The stunning "Ministry of Love", set to scenes from the film:



The ghostly, hypnotic "For the Love of Big Brother":




"Greetings from a Dead Man" - ominous, unsettling:



Nightmare brought to life via music... "Room 101". Someone posted it to YouTube backed with clips from "Planet of the Apes"... strangely, it suits the music perfectly:

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

The Unfinished Line - a mix for Winter

The Unfinished Line - a mix for Winter





I had decided a while ago that I wanted to do a winter-themed mix, and here is the result. It came out rather sad and poignant, as I think loss has been on my mind a great deal lately. Maybe it's the seasonal moodiness but winter always sorta brings me back around to thoughts of where I am in life, where we are all, our future, mortality, and reminders of the years inexorably pushing by us. Thoughts of Christmas as a child, and now myself as a nearly-40 year old man, and those we've lost along the way. Family members aging, dealing with different health concerns. It's a bittersweet time for me, and i'm sure that's true for many people.

So it's a bit of a sad collection in some ways but it just mirrors my reflections and memories of winter. But there is warmth here too; hope and promise for the future. Many of the songs I associate with particular winter memories, and others just always come into my head this time of year because of their feel, or subject matter, or lyrics. Hope you enjoy it.

Counting Crows - A Long December

This was me not long out of college, living away from home on my own for the first time, trying to make a living and meeting people while working for almost nothing at a music store. Music of course had always been the constant in my life, and that hadn't changed. This song always touched me - the mournful reflections of hospital rooms in winter, the struggle to "hold on to these moments as they pass" - to live your live and enjoy the present because it may all be gone tomorrow. A beautiful song and seemed an appropriate opening track.

I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass

David Bowie - Fantastic Voyage

More memories of Winter. This track from the "Lodger" LP was also included as the b-side to the perennial Christmas favorite "Little Drummer Boy/Peace on Earth". I had the 45 as a kid, and I loved it, but it was the slow, oddball "Fantastic Voyage" that truly fascinated me. Before the MTV onslaught of "Let's Dance", this was my first introduction to Bowie. My uncle loaned me (which, ehem, ended up being 'giving' me since I never returned them and, in fact, still have them!) the 'Aladdin Sane', 'Young Americans' and 'Diamond Dogs' LPs. A lifelong Bowie fan is born. And this song still takes me back to my little blue, cold bedroom.

Remember it's true, loyalty is valuable
But our lives are valuable too


Eurythmics - Julia

Ahhh. So much of my childhood, as far as music, gets back to Eurythmics. They were the first music that was mine, not my parents. I played their first 3 albums endlessly. Then came their soundtrack to 1984 "For the Love of Big Brother". First single "Sexcrime" was banished from US radio (although it was a hit in the UK), and thus the 2nd single - the icy, beautifully grand "Julia" - was completely overlooked. But not by me; I was spellbound by it, and the entire album, a dark and sinister collection of barren synth landscapes, Annie's haunted vocals and songs about nightmares like "Room 101" that I didn't understand. Hearing this song now takes me back to winter; I would always retreat to my bedroom, my solace was (is) always music. Pure beauty.

When winter leaves her branches bare
And icy breezes chill the air
The freezing snow lies everywhere
My darling
Will we still be there?


Kate Bush - Under Ice

From, of course, "Hounds of Love". An exercise in building intensity & drama. Part of Side 2, the song cycle known as "The Ninth Wave". The strings, layered vocals, lonesome wail at the ending... It captured my imagination when it came out, and still does today.

It's wonderful
Everything, so white.
The river has frozen over
Not a soul on the ice,
Only me, skating fast.


Thomas Dolby - Airwaves

One of my happiest childhood memories of Winter. My mom & dad, brother and sister went with some of my Dad's work friends & their kids to a hillside for sled riding. The snow was deep and fresh; we slammed down the hill on sleds & inter tubes. I remember the hillside, the fire, the hot chocolate, the frozen oatmeal-raisin cookies. And riding home in my Dad's work truck, as always with my walkman playing. Thomas Dolby, both "The Flat Earth" and "The Golden Age of Wireless" were always in my walkman. I remember it so strongly; bone tired, worn out, coming home on the frozen roads, jammed into the front cab of the truck with my family, "Airwaves". Remains one of my favorite songs by any artist. To me, it sounds like winter.

Electric fences line our new freeway
here in the half-light, the motorhomes leave
knee-deep in water under a pylon
how slow my heartbeat, how thin the air I'm breathing in


The Roches - Star of Wonder

Always grew up around Christmas music. The family favorite was The Roches' "We Three Kings" Can't have a compilation that reflects my memories and feelings of Winter without delving into this. The harmonies... just gorgeous. This song is a bit of magic. I'm not a believer, but the awed faith in the vocals here make me... almost.

Star of wonder in the heaven, wonder what you want of me, should I follow you tonight?


Tori Amos - Winter

Portraits of getting older, of letting life slip through your fingers. Tori's epic ballad from "Little Earthquakes". A song for her father, and for reflecting of Winters past, promises kept and broken.

Hair is gray and the fire is burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself


a-ha - Angel in the Snow

a-ha recorded so many great songs; "Angel in the Snow" from the 'Memorial Beach' album is a particular favorite of mine. It's warm and full of love, and with a vocal with the power to melt.

Angel, angel or so
Wherever you may go
Mmm, yeah
I'll follow
Wherever you may go


Sugarcubes - Deus

High school. Clear memories of walking around my home town with friends, or on my own, trying to find something to do. Walkman on, as always. My sophomore year of high school, that winter, I was immersed in "Life's Too Good" - a weird, fascinating, compelling, tough, utterly original record. "Deus". It was right around the time I was losing faith in God and religion, and I guess this off-kilter vision of God made sense to me at the time. I was anti-social, and even at family gatherings I would usually have my walkman running. I specifically remember listening to this track on Christmas Eve, privately feeling wicked that I was playing a song that repeated that God does not exist... ahhh high school, LOL. Yeah, I was a moody little sullen kid, but I still love the song.

To create a universe you must taste the forbidden fruit

Pet Shop Boys - Birthday Boy

"Christmas eve, he's born again". Pet Shop Boys brilliant allegory, beautifully layered and executed. I still think you'd be hard-pressed to find anybody with a body of intelligent, superbly produced pop music over the past 25 years that can equal the Pet Shop Boys. This is one of their hidden masterpieces, from the overlooked "Release" album. A contemplation of martyrdom, from Jesus Christ, to Mathew Sheperd dying alone on a cold wooden fencepost. We've seen it all before.

Christmas Eve
a time of joy
if you believe
in Birthday Boy
This time around
it's all a mistake
Is he deluded
or just a fake?


Eels - Dead of Winter

I couldn't think to do a "winter" mix without eels' amazing "The Dead of Winter". It captures something incredibly powerful and human. Standing outside in the freezing cold, trying somehow to come to grips with a loved one's devastating illness. That feeling of helplessness and grief - the silent, lonely moments when we try and contemplate what is happening and the fact that we can't change it. The emotion is frozen by a stark moment of clarity.

Eels' 1998 album "Electro-Shock Blues" is one of the most difficult to listen to out of all my collection, but it's perhaps the most gripping in it's raw portrayal of human emotion. And it also happens to be sublimely beautiful. There are moments, like "Dead of Winter", that are starkly painful. But there are also moments of whimsy and humor, nostalgia and hope. The name of this compilation (and my blog) obviously comes from this song. Life is indeed "the unfinished line" whether our storyline is over, or not.

So I know you're going pretty soon
Radiation sore throat got your tongue
Magic markers tattoo you
And show it where to aim
And strangers break their promises
You won't feel any
You won't feel any pain


Laurie Anderson - Slip Away

Spellbinding, haunted, sad and moving. Laurie Anderson's stately vigil over her father as he lays dying in a hospital room, and goes from living to death. Crossing the line. "Oh death that creep, that crooked jerk, he comes, he comes walking, he comes sneaking down that long irreversible hallways, grabs you in your sleep." Then outside, into the icy air of the hospital parking lot, fresh grief and pain - expressed with such grace and beauty.

i'm thinking how you taught me how to win
and how to loose
and how to fight the crippling blues that i was born with
bad dreams and nightmares


Sting - Why Should I Cry For You?

This is another song written after the death of a father. It's about fulfilling a promise and "going to sea" - living life, fully, your own life, as you want it. "Why Should I Cry For You" - - but you know that he does. But instead of crying, fulfilling a promise perhaps, taking strength and memories, and honoring your father through your own life. I admit to being an emotional wreck sometimes with certain songs, and this is one that actually does bring me to tears. Moving on with life, sailing through winter.

Under the Arctic fire
Over the seas of silence
Hauling on frozen ropes
For all my days remaining
But would north be true?